Cazzy
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Cazzy

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Hometown: Woodstock, NY

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Posted on 02:43 PM on Wed, May 21 2008

Dying Bird

Dying Bird

The day I came home from work and found my girl dead was one of the most traumatic things that ever happened to me.
I knocked on the door, you know...she was in the bathroom...
No answer...
I knocked again, calling out her name...
again....no answer...
Finally, I kicked the door in...
Only to find my beloved, slumped over, her face buried into
the top of a bar stool...
I ran over screaming her name again...
and grabbed her head to lift her up.
Her eyes were still open and she was looking somewhere past me to another world...
her once beautiful blue eyes were now cold and grey.
She died not because of the overdose, but because she was
too stoned too lift up her head to breathe...
She died of a heroin overdose because she was in so much pain every day...
She couldn't take it and was constantly finding ways to alleviate that pain.
(She was run over by a guy in a pick-up truck when she was walking across the street
to her son's Christmas play)
It was her last day on earth...
I loved her...but no amount of love could help her....
Now she was out of pain finally...and safe and warm and peaceful...
Finally...

This is a poem I wrote a long time ago...
I think enough time has passed now...

Dying Bird

My mind has seen the pain of woe
The longing hurt and senseless blow
of people dying every day
Their hurt a powerful burning play
So it was with my little bird
She longed to hear some simple words
like love and peace and just the sun
I tried to be her only one
But yet she was in so much pain
Her every moment lived in vain
She wished to die she used to say
I would cuddle her in every way
But she would cry into the night
There was no peace, there was no light
My little bird so sad to say
not long to live in her own play
For one day when I arrived at home
the bathroom locked, like death, this poem
I kicked it in as lovers bled
that's when I found my poor bird dead
I tried to carry her and give her life
but it was like the sharpest knife
That cuts you deep so you will know
you have alot of blood to flow
She was my bird, my little leaf
and now I play guitar in grief.

Cazzy

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Posted on 08:56 AM on Sat, Apr 19 2008

Yoko's Art Exhibit (NYC)

Yoko Ono’ Art Exhibit

"Touch Me"

As I arrived at Yoko Ono's
art exhibit, "Touch Me"...

I was immediately delighted by all the people
dressed in black....
(Both men and women)

I suppose this was the attire for
Gallery Lelong...
(Located at 528 W26th St.)

Sleek.Classy. I liked it.

It was a kool contrast to the bright white walls...

I walked in further and went over to the desk and signed
the guest book. It was quite full of signatures already.
I took some of the greeting postcards and flyers Yoko
had left out there for her guests which were simple
yet effective....

It read...

Touch me

Y.O. '08

As I entered further, I saw was a long line of portraits...

as it say's in her blog...

"Complementing this contemporary work will be Vertical Memory, in which a composite of a male face—combining Ono's father, husband and son—is contrasted with the artist's succinct and moving texts describing her passage from birth to death."

Each picture had a short piece of narrative
about her life. From birth onward...
Some were incredibly deep and revealing.
Things I have never known about Yoko. Some of them were quite shocking...some were funny...some sad...
(She is so open and totally honest about herself!...and bold!)

I am not going to tell you everything that was under
each picture....you should go and experience that for yourself...

As I walked into the next room, there was a very large canvas
(Almost the width of the gallery!)
with holes which seemed to have been cut with a razor or
carpet knife....in x shapes...

People were there with polaroid cameras ready to take your picture
as you placed your arm or leg or other appendage through
one of the holes and they would snap a pic.
You were free to keep the picture or sign it and leave it
pinned to another wall Yoko had set up for people
to leave their pics. They were hilarious too...that was fun.
I signed mine and left it...Cazzy-The Alien Bluez Dude...Peace Yoko!

As I walked around further, there were these other pictures
taken of different people, each with a interesting look or shade or hue
or expression. I stared at each one for a time...trying to feel Yoko's
mindset and thoughts...

Around the other wall....there was a meduim sized black marble bowl
filled with water....and a note from Yoko...
"Dip your fingers in the water....Touch me"

So I did and walked over to the next table which had several boxes,
each with a different part of the body, made in soft rubber...
(Molds of Yoko's body?)

The first box was the lips, then the breasts, then the tummy, then the pelvis,
then the knees and then the legs, and then finally the feet.

I touched each part as Yoko requested, and it felt like real skin!
Amazing!

Around into the next room, there were four tv's...
Each displaying a different video...of Yoko...
For instance...
One was done in Paris, France....
Yoko sitting in a chair onstage with a black dress on...
People came up from the audience and took a pair of scizzors,
and one by one, they cut pieces of Yoko's dress!
She sat there totally oblivious and calm...
(Peaceful Yoko as always!)
One by one they cut, the audience...
Until finally, she was down to just underthings...It was amazing how each person came up and looked up at Yoko
before cutting another piece of her dress, and Yoko
would just stare straight ahead...totally calm and buddhist.

(You gotta love her!)

I think people were standing around trying to...wait and see
if Yoko would arrive. I didn't want to bother her and bug her for
an autograph...or try and snap a picture of her...so I left.
(She probably is tired of signing those, and having pictures taken I'm sure!) I left a CD of my music for Yoko with one of the girls...and went outside into the beautiful NYC sunny day...

The weird thing was...it actually felt sunnier and brighter inside the gallery!

All in all it was exciting and awesome and kool...Soooo

glad I went!

(This art exhibit runs thru May 31st in case you want to go...)

Love you,Yoko

You are real....real is love...

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