Hey I'm FINALLY back!!! 8;-)

First of all; (before I even answer my blog requirements); I WOULD LOVE TO THANK EVERYONE (from the bottom of my heart) FOR ALL YOUR SWEET COMMENTS AND VOTES!!! You guy's have no idea; how happy ALL OF YOU made me!!! 8;-) I can honestly say that; you guys were sweeter to me than some of my "friends", who I have known for years!!! And I will NEVER forget that!!! As some of you already know; I've been a bit heart broken, do to my extremely jealous "friends", who are ALWAYS lying to me, basically stealing my money, deliberately breaking my relationships or friendships with other people, and not even mentioning; CONSTANTLY hacking into my computers, and then changing all my passwords or erasing all my personal stuff,
like; my web pages for work, my modeling pictures, my "myspace" profiles, and even videos that I made especially for this site!!! That's one of the reasons; why I couldn't even get on this site to vote for you guy's, as I always did!!! So I'M VERY SORRY for that!!! PLEASE don't think that; I forgot about you guys, because I honestly didn't!!! (Greg: THANK YOU once again; for helping me "rescue" my old pictures!!! You’re the greatest!!! I'm honored to call you my new online friend!!! And I can't wait to go clubbing with you!!! 8;-) MieKO: I love you girl too!!! You’re very beautiful and you’re such a sweet heart, just like your friend!!! I can't wait to meet you guys in person!!! 8;-) WhitRay: THANK YOU for everything, and especially for your sweet messages. You’re words of wisdom mean so much to me!!! You’re such an amazing, beautiful woman, inside and out!!! I'm honored to call you and Oprah my hero!!! 8;-) Nicco Starr: I love you too sweetie, you’re my "BOO" as well!!! You know; I missed your beautiful smile, there's something about it, that ALWAYS makes me so happy!!! I also can't wait; to get together and play with you, hehe!!! But first we have to hit the dance floor!!! 8;-) CTKJoseph: THANK YOU for always voting for me!!!
You’re such a dedicated friend to everyone!!! I told you before; your best friend is EXTREMELY LUCKY to have someone like you in her life!!! Love you too!!! And "NO" I won't forget you, how could I??? 8;-) Deluxe: my mom loves you already, and she's keeping her fingers crossed for you!!! So like you said; I'm sure you guy's would get along great!!! We both hope you got your Birthday wish!!! 8;-)~ Thunderwolf: I honesty don't know you that well, but THANK YOU for all your sweet messages!!! You’re a great, sexy guy!!! And as you can see; I could definitely use some ninjas in here, hehe!!! 8;-) MartyDawson: you’re such a sweet heart too!!! I just noticed all of your messages!!! Muach!!! Thank you so much for thinking about me, and also for voting for me while I was gone!!! I missed seeing your smile as well!!! You know; one day I'm gonna ask you to record me a song, hehe!!! 8;-) And Papi: (you see; I still call you that, lol): THANK YOU for all your votes and messages too!!! I love the way
you are, so you better not change!!! Muach!!! 8;-)

I wish I could mention all of your names on here or contact all of you at once, but since that's almost impossible; (especially with my crazy schedule right now); I will leave you guy’s my new e-mail address or AIM, so we can stay in touch trough there. Because many of you repeatedly asked me for my “myspace” profile, but since mine is CONSTANTLY disappearing from my computer, do to my jealous “friends”, I have no other way to stay in touch with you guys. But I promise; as soon as I find some free time, I will create a new profile, and add all of you to my buddy list. 8;-)

Anyway; before I answer my blog requirement questions, I would love to share one more thing with you guys. As some of you already know; I honestly hate to brag or say too much about my personal life, because for some add reason, certain “friends” of mine, always wish me bad luck or deliberately ruin things for me. So do to this; I always tend to keep things to myself. But since all of you been so sweet and supportive to me; I decide to share this with you as well. You see; I been keeping this as a secret for a very longggggg time, but ever since I got on this site, I been talking to some VERY NICE people, who wanted to put me on this show. But since I been still sort of “recuperating”, (PLEASE don’t laugh, lol), after all that drama with my friends,
I wasn’t 100% sure; if I wanted to do a show like this, because I’m kind of a private person. But when “some people” personally invited me to a VIP party, (with all the casting agents/directors), and later an interview regarding this show; I honestly couldn’t say no to that!!! By the way; if I did, my mom would’ve killed me, because she adores Paris so much!!! 8;-) So to make the story short; after some more drama with my “friends”, and few sleepless nights, (because lately I’ve been working like crazy, just so I could catch up with all my modeling work, and some personal stuff in case I do this show),
I FINALLY manage to finished most of the things on my crazy “to-do list”,
and later attend that interview!!! (Which went pretty good, from what I been told!!! 8;-) So if I manage to finish my other modeling projects
on time, (you see; I already sign some contracts so I can't back away),
and also keep my jealous “friends” away from my profiles,
(since there CONSTANTLY erasing all my stuff on here, even my video requirements), I may be able to attend this show!!! 8:-) And if not; PLEASE
at least you guys wish me “GOOD LUCK” with all my stuff, because I NEVER had ANYONE in my life, (but my parents I guess, lol), who’s been truly happy for me, and most of all; supportive of me and my dreams!!! Anyway; I ALSO WISH ALL OF YOU LOT’S OF LUCK, WITH WHAT EVER YOU GUY’S CHOOSE IN LIFE!!! TAKE CARE!!!
xoxo Love always Bella 8;-)

BLOG REQUIREMENT:

1. If you have a significant other, do you think being Paris' BFF would break you up? If you don't have a significant other, explain why you think being Paris BFF would help or hinder you finding one.

No I don’t have a significant other in my life. 8:-( I know; that may sound kinda pathetic to some people, lol, but I’m actually single by choice!!! And to be honest; I want to remain single for now, because I’m still not ready to start anything new with anyone!!! So as you can see; I honestly don’t have to worry right now, if my friendship with Paris will help me find a “man of my dreams”
(I hope hat guy exist, and not only in my fantasies, lol) or perhaps get in the way!!! By the way; if one day my future boyfriend has a problem with my best friend, he better talk to me about it face to face, like a real man would, and not cause problems behind my back!!! Because as an only child, I value TRUE FRIENSHIP a lot, in fact; I ALWAYS use to treat my so called “best friends”
as my sisters. So if some new guy in my life has a problem with my new best friend, (unless it’s a male best friend, that I can understand), he needs to be 100% honest with me, and tell me what’s wrong or I will leave him!!! Because I’m simply too old and too busy, to be playing stupid mind games with people!!! I went trough that already with my old “best friend”, who absolutely hated my ex boyfriend for no reason, so I honestly can’t afford to go trough something like that again!!!

2. Tell us about your high school experience. Was it positive/negative? Why?

My High School experience was actually both positive and negative. Negative; because when I started school in here, I hardly knew anyone, since I just moved here from Europe. So as you can imagine; I was kinda lonely at first. And since I was still learning my English, there were some girls who were kinda bitchy to me, lol. I remember at times; they would intentionally teach me bad words or play mean jokes on me, lol. But for some reason; all of the boys at my school were very sweet to me, so they always use to stand up for me or get these mean girls in trouble for me, lol. But then few months later; (before I became a sophomore); my English improved a lot, and I started getting really good grades, so all these “bitches” who were kinda rude to me at first, started coming to me, and literally begging me for help with there homework, lol.
And that was like the best feeling ever, because I could see how stupid they felt after wards, lol. So like they say; I had my last laugh, lol. 8;-) By the way; that’s how I sort of meet my ex best friend!!! But that’s another story, lol. But anyway, to finish what I started; my high school experience was also positive; because I really liked my teachers in here. From what I recall; all of them were so sweet to me, especially all the ladies in ESL department, who were patiently teaching me English or helping me with my homework at times, lol. And not even mentioning; constantly organizing different parties for all the exchange or international students, just so we could feel more at home.
I also have nice memories of my music/choir teacher Mr. Salotti, who got me into classical singing, different operas, and musicals. Thanks to him; I had a pleasure to go back to Europe, and perform at some very famous Cathedral’s in Germany, and few other countries as well. That’s was an awesome experience, that I will never forget. I also made a lot of great friendships in that school, (but most of my good friends, moved away to different states after the graduation), so I would love to go back for a reunion one day, and see how everyone is doing. 8:-) You know; just to check how many kids my friends have by now, and how fat or skinny they got, and also how ugly or cute there husbands are, and what they do for a living, lol. I’m only kidding, but from what I hear; that’s why people go to these things, right??? 8;-) You see; I only want to go, so I can quietly make fun of these mean, bitchy girls, who were teasing me before for no reason, lol. So you better go with me Paris!!! We can dress like “……..” (I wont say who, lol) and later dance on the tables, to get everyone talking!!! 8;-)~ 8;-)~

3. Do you think your current friends would be jealous of your potential friendship with Paris? Why/Why not?

OF COURSE THEY WOULD!!! Thanks to them; I don’t have any videos on here, because they couldn’t stand seeing me happy, so they erased all my stuff. My old “friends” are so covetous, that there jealous of my pimples, lol. I’m joking; I don’t have any pimples, lol. 8;-)~ But knowing my old “friends”; as soon as they read this blog and see my new profiles, there gonna start doing
“black magic” on me or some other form of “which craft”, just to wish me bad luck or keep me away from Paris, lol. So I wouldn’t be surprised; if I got some bad allergy tomorrow or something of that nature, lol. My ex best friend,
(I won’t say who, out of respect, because that’s how I am), she was actually into this freaky stuff. Thanks to her; I was sort of forced to leave my ex boyfriend and my other friends as well, because she was causing all kinds of problems between us, just to break our relationship. So now when ever my ex and I get sick at the same time or get a weird injury or something of that nature, we always laugh and say; “It’s her, she must be doing witch craft on us!!!” 8;-) But seriously; all of my “friends” were ALWAYS very jealous of me, no matter what I would do for them or how good I would treat them, (I was just too blind to see that before, lol), so I honesty don’t think; that they will ever change with me!!! But I always say;”It’s not them, it’s just there bad personality!!!”, so there’s nothing I can do about it!!! But that’s one of the reason’s, why I’m longing so much; to have a NEW, TRUE, BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE, who will never be jealous of me or the things that I do!!!

4. How do you think being Paris' BFF would change your personality?
Would it be a positive or negative change?

Being Paris BFF would NEVER let me change my personality!!!
And that’s final!!! 8;-)

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