Shantae78's Blog
Qualities that make me a good friend
Qualities.... Paris needs someone in her life that is loyal, a friend that will be there through good and bad. She needs someone she can trust, a partner that will motivate her. A friend who will take one for the team. Someone who can handle a few shots of Patron and get business going the next morning. Someone who is as beautiful as she is and is a great listener. That someone is me.
Requirement
I am fabulous because I just am... I don't really know how to answer that question. I mean I'm cute, I have a nice body, I'm smart and I live life to the fullest. People love being around me and I love being around them . I'm fabulous, because I embrace who I am. I turn my weaknesses into strengths. I'm confident and no one can stop me. I'm my own competition and that makes me FABULOUS!
Qualities.... Besides the fact that I already hang with an in crowd, people love being around me. People love being in my business which seems to be the most important quality. I have my own style. I just have that look. People tell me all the time. I'm a star.
Paris and I are both ambitous, we both love to party, we're both beautiful and we love attention.
Differences- I'm black, she's white. I grew poor. She grew up rich. I got nothing else :)
Oh my goodness. This would just be the beginning for me. I want my own clothing and accessory line. I want to act. Of course I want my own charity ( I will always give back). I want to write a book. I just want to be a role model for a lot of people who don't have one. I'm very determined!
weekly blogs
April 7-13
At the moment I do not have a significant other, however, I do have a lot of guy friends who may think they are my significant others. If Paris and I were friends, I doubt if it hinders me finding someone special. It may help because I would be on the scene more. Its really hard for me to settle down. I love being single. I get bored fast. I'm always trying new things and new people. I think being her friend would only increase my "friend" list, it may not help me find someone really special if you know what I mean.
April 14-20
I had a really good high school experience. I was one of two of the only black cheerleaders on the squad and I was the captain. I was voted homecoming queen and won pretty much anything I ran for. I was very spoiled. Everyone loved me. I had a lot of friends and people just adored being around me. The only people who hated me were the people who were jealous of me. My high school and college experience were the definite best.
April 21-27
I don't think my friends would be jealous if Paris were my new best friend. All of my friends are hot. They don't get jealous easily. More than likely, Paris will like them and will want to hang with them as well. Most people do..
April 28-May 2nd
I don't think that being Paris' friend would change my personality. I am who I am. I'm already hollywood. I have a lot of confidence in myself and I live life to the fulliest. This would just be another chapter in my book. If anything, I would probably change her personality. She needs some real black friends to have her back.
Who I am!
I teach from 7am-2:10pm. Afterwards, I go home to take a nap. I wake up around 6pm to get ready for my 2nd job. I work at an entertainment club from 9pm-5:30am. I go home to take a shower, then I'm back to work by 7. I hardly ever sleep. I'm a hustler. Its all about making money for me.
Outside of work, I love to party and hang out with my friends. I never stand in line, I only do VIP. I club sometimes but private events are my favorite. If I could chose one person I'm most like, it would definitely be Kimora Lee Simmons, hands down. Our personalities are damn near identical. My students say "I'm extra wit it". Yes I'm a drama queen and I LOVE ATTENTION! Who doesn't?
I apologize
I Apologize
Current mood: calm
I apologize
I apologize for complaining, when the relationship we have is the one I agreed on.
I apologize for my kindness, I know it's hard to leave someone when they do so much for you.
I apologize for my feelings, it must be very frustrating to have to deal with my attitude from loving and caring about you too much
I apologize for being spoiled, I've never shared anything in my life, so it's taking a little time for me to get over the fact that I have to share you.
I apologize for my questions, I know its wrong of me to ask you questions just because I care about your well-being.
I apologize for my job, for accepting the satisfaction of being paid to build child's mind, instead of being paid sell an adult's body, or image.
I apologize for my redundancy, for speaking repeatedly on feeling undervalued or underappreciated
I apologize for making you get a HIV test, how dare I think about our future instead of the 10, 15, on a good day 20 minutes of pleasure
I apologize for not having a stylist, wearing an outfit twice is just unacceptable
I apologize for thinking, you call it jumping to conclusions, I call it a woman's intuition
I apologize for being stupid, for not knowing that I love you means, I like you right now, and I like you means, you're a cool as chick, but not quite the one.
I apologize for the multiple phone calls, for wanting to hear your voice and making sure you're ok. God forbid I forget to say something during the 1st conversation and have to call you back.
I apologize for loving, caring, and wanting to be with you no matter your faults, for being the one to walk in when everyone else walks away, for knowing your dream and believing that you can be anything you want, if you put your mind to it. For this, I do apologize.
But most of all, I apologize in advance, for having to leave this relationship if I feel I no longer have the energy to go on
pics
My pics are too large..I will change them later tonight. I'm the girl in the pink shirt in the 2nd photo...Please vote 4 me!!!!!!!!!muah
