I apologize

I Apologize
Current mood: calm

I apologize

I apologize for complaining, when the relationship we have is the one I agreed on.

I apologize for my kindness, I know it's hard to leave someone when they do so much for you.

I apologize for my feelings, it must be very frustrating to have to deal with my attitude from loving and caring about you too much

I apologize for being spoiled, I've never shared anything in my life, so it's taking a little time for me to get over the fact that I have to share you.

I apologize for my questions, I know its wrong of me to ask you questions just because I care about your well-being.

I apologize for my job, for accepting the satisfaction of being paid to build child's mind, instead of being paid sell an adult's body, or image.

I apologize for my redundancy, for speaking repeatedly on feeling undervalued or underappreciated

I apologize for making you get a HIV test, how dare I think about our future instead of the 10, 15, on a good day 20 minutes of pleasure

I apologize for not having a stylist, wearing an outfit twice is just unacceptable

I apologize for thinking, you call it jumping to conclusions, I call it a woman's intuition

I apologize for being stupid, for not knowing that I love you means, I like you right now, and I like you means, you're a cool as chick, but not quite the one.

I apologize for the multiple phone calls, for wanting to hear your voice and making sure you're ok. God forbid I forget to say something during the 1st conversation and have to call you back.

I apologize for loving, caring, and wanting to be with you no matter your faults, for being the one to walk in when everyone else walks away, for knowing your dream and believing that you can be anything you want, if you put your mind to it. For this, I do apologize.

But most of all, I apologize in advance, for having to leave this relationship if I feel I no longer have the energy to go on

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